Showing posts with label Spirituality. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Spirituality. Show all posts

24 January 2013

You Raise Me Up

I think "Work-It Wednesday" is going to be a bust.  Actually, I know it is, because it's 1:45am, and I have to be up in 4 hours to take Benji to the school bus, and I get to work another 12-hour shift tomorrow.  Yay!  Super exciting!

I will replace it with a short "What -I'm-Reading Wednesday," because I just finished a really good book.  I read "The Midwife of Venice" by Roberta Rich.  It's set in 1575, and it is about a young Jewish lady who is particularly gifted at midwifery.  Hannah is very poor, living in the Ghetto in Venice, when she is called upon to deliver a Christian baby to a very rich, noble family.  Her Rabbi forbids her to go, since this illegal action would bring shame and wrath upon all of the Jewish people in Venice.  She strikes a deal with the desperate father: she asks for an exorbitant sum of money {for her, anyway--what would take her years to earn} in order to free her husband from slavery.  He was taken captive in Malta, and the story alternates between the two settings.

The father agrees, and Hannah goes to the mansion under cover of night.  The mother has been laboring for several days, and is very week.  Her midwife is ready to use the "crochet" in order to save the mother's life, but Hannah steps in with her "birthing spoons" and is able to deliver a healthy baby boy, who will replace his father's indolent brothers as his heir.  The mother never quite recovers, and this will be her only child.

Hannah is paid, and all is well as she prepares to sail to Malta to retrieve her husband.  But one of the brothers finds Hannah's special instrument which she inadvertently left at the mansion.  He uses it to blackmail her with the threat of exposing her as a witch, with the price of his silence being all of the money his brother gave her.  They are to make this exchange when Hannah is invited to the mansion for a dinner a while later.  Through her wit, she is able to retrieve her spoons and keep the money.  On her way out, she decides to stop upstairs and see the handsome baby, only she finds the baby is missing.  She realizes that the other brother has taken the baby, so she follows him.  He leads her back to the Ghetto, and she begins to understand that he would frame her for the kidnapping and death of his nephew.

What must she do to save the child and her husband?  Wouldn't you like to know.  This was a very well-written novel, with some vivid description of life in the dark ages.  Rich writes about the plague, the smells, the rats, the slipperiness of the cobblestones at high tide, etc.  I love historical fiction.  I love being transported to another time and place, and realizing just how lucky I am to be living in this civilized world, where a Jewess would not be put to death for delivering the baby of a Christian; where we have sterile instruments and low infant mortality; where C-sections are routinely performed, saving the lives of mothers and children all over the world.

When she writes about the husband, who eking out a very meager living by writing contracts for people who can neither read nor write for themselves, it is very eye-opening.  I know there are many people who actually live like this today, with very little in the way of food or shelter, who work for pennies and starve in the streets.

I am a very selfish creature; I love to shop and I feel like I need {and deserve} more, when there are so many around me who have so little.  It is always good to keep one's advantages in perspective.

For example, I was on my way home from work tonight {around 11:30pm}, when I decided to leave the parking lot via an alternate route.  While driving this way, I saw a man in a wheelchair in one of the parking lots far from the main hospital.  I asked him if he needed some help, and he said he was trying to get to the emergency room.  He asked if it was beyond the Central Lab building {which it isn't}, so I knew he was lost.  I offered him a ride in my car and put his wheelchair in the back.  It wasn't a long distance, but for someone who is compromised and in pain, who has no use of their legs, and who is hopelessly turned around in the dark and cold {it was about 15 degrees outside}, it honestly could have been fatal.

I'm grateful I was prompted to drive in this direction, and I'm glad I was able to help this man.  I know that having a warm, working car is a luxury not afforded to many, and I'm pleased that I was able to use it to serve someone in need.

We are all given gifts: some {like Hannah} have special abilities; others have physical or spiritual gifts.   I pray we may all discover what they are and use them for good, to serve our fellow men and to lift each other up.

18 December 2012

O Night Divine

I spend a lot of time on the negative in this blog . . . I'm sorry.  I struggle (a lot), and this is a good place to write whatever I want and get feedback from people who actually care enough about me to read it.  To those of you who actually read my blog, thank you.  I love and appreciate you, and I promise your Christmas cards are coming.

My mood improved significantly after my talk was finished.  I don't really mind speaking in church, but I didn't realize how stressful a situation it was until it was over.  I did want to share what I spoke about, because it means a lot to me.  I hope it helps you remember what Christmas is all about.

I did a little introduction of us, then did a little segue from the part of my serving a mission in France.  This is the outline of my talk; I apologize for the formatting issues.
  • Name, recently called to Primary. Setting apart, asked Allen to speak in January. Thought I dodged a bullet; called later that evening, asked to speak today. Not a lot of time to prepare, grateful I get to speak during the Christmas season.

  • Introduction
    • Allen: from California; been in Utah for 9-10 years. We met while both living in Sugar House. Fix-it man and Computer Guru. Works @ Unisys doing tech support for Blackrock. Works crazy hours.
    • Mary: born & raised in Utah, served mission in Belgium and France, graduated from the U in Biology. Work at IMC as a surgical tech. Work opposite shifts to take care of Benji, though we need help sometimes. Actually, we are in need of some babysitting help during Winter break. If available, please come see me after meeting.
    • Benjamin: 5 in February. Autistic, sorry for noise. Attends Carmen B. Pingree school near University. Likes Lightning McQueen, eating anything sweet, playing in water, Benny Bear.

  • Served mission in France, came to love so many things about culture (I'm a total Francophile!). One of the most beloved French Christmas songs is the “Cantique de Noël,” which literally means “Hymn of Christmas.” We know it as “O Holy Night.” I don't love every version of this song (*cough* Mariah Carey), but the lyrics to this song are so beautiful, I wanted to share them with you as the basis of my talk today. I was given the subject of the Atonement, and this song encompasses both the miracle of our Savior's birth, and the wondrous gift of His Atoning sacrifice.
First: literal translation of original French (thank you, Wikipedia!)

Midnight, Christians, it is the solemn hour,
When God as man descended unto us
To erase the stain of original sin
And to end the wrath of His Father.
               We must remember that this song was written by a Catholic man, Placide Cappeau in France in the early 1800's. We know from the second article of faith that our Heavenly Father will punish man for his own sins, not for Adam's transgression. This statement reminds us that Adam fell that men might be, and Christ came to the earth that we may return to live with God again.

The entire world thrills with hope
On this night that gives it a Savior.
How thrilling, indeed, that Heavenly Father sent His only begotten Son to save us? I'm certain you and I were among the angels singing and rejoicing that Christ had been born in Bethlehem.

People kneel down, wait for your deliverance.
Christmas, Christmas, here is the Redeemer,
Christmas, Christmas, here is the Redeemer!
Here is the Child of God who is come to save us! Let us kneel at the manger, the cradle of the beautiful baby boy who will be our Advocate with the Father.
The second verse is not sung very often, since the song is quite long enough with two verses. Again, here is the translation of the original French.

May the ardent light of our Faith
Guide us all to the cradle of the infant,
As in ancient times a brilliant star
Guided the Oriental kings there.
The King of Kings was born in a humble manger;
O mighty ones of today, proud of your greatness,
It is to your pride that God preaches.
Bow your heads before the Redeemer!
Bow your heads before the Redeemer!
We can all learn a great lesson of humility from our Savior. The King of Kings— the only begotten Son of our Heavenly Father, was born in such humble circumstances. He was surrounded by the poor his entire life. He loved everyone—high and low—and He led not by power or coercion, but by his unwavering goodness, kindness and righteous example.
The Redeemer has broken every bond:
The Earth is free, and Heaven is open.
He sees a brother where there was only a slave,
Love unites those that iron had chained.
Who will tell Him of our gratitude,
For all of us He is born, He suffers and dies.
People stand up! Sing of your deliverance,
Christmas, Christmas, sing of the Redeemer,
Christmas, Christmas, sing of the Redeemer!
Christmas is such a beautiful time of year. It can be painful for many people, as we recall those who are no longer with us. I have cried many tears over the past few days, in memory of the beautiful children in Connecticut, but I know they are with our Savior. He suffered and died for all of us. I'd like to quote from an article in the April 2012 Ensign, a talk given by Elder David A. Bednar.

“In Alma chapter 7 we learn how and why the Savior is able to provide the enabling power:

“He shall go forth, suffering pains and afflictions and temptations of every kind; and this that the word might be fulfilled which saith he will take upon him the pains and the sicknesses of his people.

“And he will take upon him death, that he may loose the bands of death which bind his people; and he will take upon him their infirmities, that his bowels may be filled with mercy, according to the flesh, that he may know according to the flesh how to succor his people according to their infirmities” (Alma 7:11–12).

“The Savior has suffered not just for our iniquities but also for the inequality, the unfairness, the pain, the anguish, and the emotional distresses that so frequently beset us. There is no physical pain, no anguish of soul, no suffering of spirit, no infirmity or weakness that you or I ever experience during our mortal journey that the Savior did not experience first. You and I in a moment of weakness may cry out, “No one understands. No one knows.” No human being, perhaps, knows. But the Son of God perfectly knows and understands, for He felt and bore our burdens before we ever did. And because He paid the ultimate price and bore that burden, He has perfect empathy and can extend to us His arm of mercy in so many phases of our life. He can reach out, touch, succor—literally run to us—and strengthen us to be more than we could ever be and help us to do that which we could never do through relying upon only our own power.”

I'd now like to read to you the English version of “O Holy Night.” If I had had a little more time to prepare, I might have been able to sing it (or find someone to sing it) for you, but I hope you will really listen to the words. It truly is one of the most beautiful Christmas songs.

O holy night! The stars are brightly shining,
It is the night of our dear Saviour's birth.
Long lay the world in sin and error pining,
'Til He appear'd and the soul felt its worth.
A thrill of hope the weary world rejoices,
For yonder breaks a new and glorious morn.
Fall on your knees! O hear the angel voices!
O night divine, O night when Christ was born;
O night divine, O night, O night Divine.
Led by the light of Faith serenely beaming,
With glowing hearts by His cradle we stand.
So led by light of a star sweetly gleaming,
Here come the wise men from Orient land.
The King of Kings lay thus in lowly manger;
In all our trials born to be our friend.
He knows our need, to our weakness is no stranger,
Behold your King! Before Him lowly bend!
Behold your King, Before Him lowly bend!
Truly He taught us to love one another;
His law is love and His gospel is peace.
Chains shall He break for the slave is our brother;
And in His name all oppression shall cease.
Sweet hymns of joy in grateful chorus raise we,
Let all within us praise His holy name.
Christ is the Lord! O praise His Name forever,
His power and glory evermore proclaim.
His power and glory evermore proclaim.
I hope when you hear this song, you will remember its' message of hope and praise. The Son of God knows our need; He was born to be our friend. He loves us, and He made it possible for us to return to the presence of our Heavenly Father. Christ is the Lord! Let all within us praise His holy name! I pray we may all do so, in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.